§ Personal

Twenty years of testing what works.
A book about it. A foundation built on what came of it.

I spent two decades on the practical question of what makes a person resilient, clear, and useful — tested as lived practice rather than read as theory. The questions that practice eventually couldn't answer alone became the basis for AllGaia Foundation, the institutional work I now co-lead.

This site is the personal half of that work. The institutional half lives at allgaia.org.

§ I  ·  What's here

Three things, and nothing else.

  • The Code

    A working book — written in the open

    Practical tools I've built and tested over twenty years. Nutrition, recovery, attention, daily structure, decision-making under uncertainty. Not a path to follow — a compass for finding your own.

  • Essays

    First-person writing

    On practice, philosophy, the founder's journey, and the questions I'm still working through.

  • Genesis

    How a personal practice became an institution

    The honest record of what I was working on for twenty years before AllGaia Foundation existed — and what changed when it did.

What you won't find here: products, programs, advice columns, or anything pretending to be more certain than I am.

§ II  ·  The Code

The Code — a book in the open

Written one chapter at a time, in public. The chapters below are in development. As each is finished, it appears here.

  1. I.
    The Question Behind the Question
    Most self-help fails because it answers the wrong one. What changes when you stop looking for "the way" and start asking which question is actually yours.
    Forthcoming
  2. II.
    What I Learned About Nutrition the Hard Way
    Twenty years of testing — what survived, what didn't, and the principles I'd defend in court. The substantive base that became the AllGaia Foundation's standards work.
    Forthcoming
  3. III.
    Sovereignty as Practice, Not Identity
    The difference between being free and feeling free. They're not the same thing — and the gap between them is where most people lose decades.
    Forthcoming
  4. IV.
    Daily Architecture
    The structure that holds practice when motivation fails. The unglamorous middle that determines almost everything else.
    Forthcoming
  5. V.
    Recovery Is the Work
    Why most people train wrong, eat wrong, and rest wrong — and what changes when recovery stops being the gap between sessions and becomes the point.
    Forthcoming
  6. VI.
    Where Personal Practice Hits Its Limit
    The questions twenty years of personal work could not answer alone. Why an institution had to come next, and what that meant for the work.
    Forthcoming
A note on the title.  Originally The AllGaia Code. Renamed to The Code when AllGaia became the name of the institutional Foundation that grew out of this work. The book is the personal record. The Foundation is something else — and it deserves to be recognised on its own terms, not as a personal brand extension. More on that distinction below.
§ III  ·  What this work became

The institution this work became.

Twenty years of personal practice eventually surfaces a set of questions a single person can't answer alone:

— Who decides what counts as evidence?

— Who guarantees that what's true today stays true tomorrow when money flows in?

— What stops a movement from becoming an industry?

Those are institutional questions, not personal ones. Personal practice can answer how to live well; it cannot answer how to make truthfulness durable across generations and resistant to capture by money, ego, or political pressure.

The answer became AllGaia Foundation — a public-interest foundation designing civic infrastructure that, by constitutional commitment, retires itself once its purpose is met. A 14-Year Obsolescence Review Cycle is locked into the Foundation's Statutes: from 2040 onward, every 14 years the Foundation must justify its continued existence against named conditions, or wind down. Most institutions are designed to last forever. We chose the opposite, on purpose.

The Foundation is co-founded with Triinu-Liis Rahe. It is governed by structures designed to outlast both of us. The work on this site is what came before — and what continues to inform the substantive standards the Foundation now formalises through the Factum Protocol.